Abandoning the plan of becoming a doctor. Might do something with art. Who knows.

Also, if anyone knows, is art school important if I want to become an animator? I keep hearing everywhere that it's artistically draining, so IDK.

I'm also gardening these days.

And working on a TV show idea. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Whatever. Laugh all you want, but I like it.

- Write my Politics of Location paper. Fucking hell.
- Read for school.
- Fill out affidavit for bank so I can get my money back (some asshat in Jersey stole my fucking identity)
- Go to church on Wednesday because I'll be celebrating a birthday with my roommates on Thursday.

for PHIL 242
read
rewrite paragraph

for WOMEN 456
read
write short response paper
research on Silverdale (go to the museum?)

for... LIFE 101, lololol
get a job
save up money for future travels... and school
look for scholarships
apartment (s)hopping with the girls... or by myself

I need to start taking the initiative. I have to have the balls to talk to people or else I will be getting no where in this world. Stop being wishy washy about jobs and take ANY interviews that come my way. I've already lost 2 opportunities because I thought the pay was too low or that I wasn't willing to take a fucking bus to another city.

I talk and talk and talk, but I really have to just fucking do it.

i just spilled nail polish on my WHITE MAC.

and now my hands are stained and i don't want to rub acetone on me because i have a cut on my pinky.

hopefully next year i am not this clumsy.

also, my laptop is stained red/pink.

and i ruined my mom's table cloth.

FOR SATURDAY (AKA, LESS THAN 30 MINUTES AWAY)

1. Go over the rest of the chapters of math book.
2. ORGANIZE WHAT SHIT I NEED, AND WHAT SHIT I DO NOT NEED.
3. DO A COUPLE OF PRACTICE PROBLEMS.
4. TAKE THAT ORGANIZED SHIT AND PUT THEM ON AN 8.5 X 11 " PIECE OF PAPER (FRONT & BACK).
5. PRAYER CIRCLE THAT I PASS THIS MATH FINAL WITH FLYING COLORS.
6. GO TO SLEEP.
7. WAKE UP.
8. PRAY AGAIN.
9. MORE PRACTICE PROBLEMS, GD IT!!!!
10. HEAD OVER TO THE FINAL JUDGEMENT!!!!

Now, afterward:

1. Go home.
2. Make food for my starving family, the baby daddy, and the nanny.
3. READ THE SHIT OUT OF THE PSYCH BOOK AND TAKE NOTES ON MY GD COMPUTER <---- DO THIS ALL BY MONDAY MORNING, GD IT!
4. Go back to school on Monday... night? Who knows.
5. PSYCH FINAL.
6. REVIEW SESSION FOR OCHEM.
7. CRAM FOR OCHEM.
8. Wednesday: INTERVIEW AT THE GENOME BUILDING, OMGOMGOMGOOMG.
9. THURSDAY: OCHEM FINAL, OHNO!!
10. JAPAN, SUCKAS!

SOLID AS BARACK.

I thought Kenley's dress looked something Ugly Betty would wear.

So, I watched Another Cinderella Story while cooking dinner. The one with Disney's 12 year old Bobble-head and some guy who's, like, 50.

It was about 30 minutes too long.

- TOMORROW:
Go to Seattle and settle this issue with Financial Aid.
Perhaps peruse around UVillage and Pacific Place.

- WEEKEND:
Pack for Frisco.
Churching.
Help clean the house.

- SEPT 1:
Go over itinerary for the next day.
GOSSIP GIRL

- WEEK OF SEPT 1:
~Frisco, bitches~

- BACK FROM FRISCO:
Hang out with mes parents before they both leave for Japan :(
Get my car fixed.
Get my power adapter fixed.
Talk about moving in early with Misha & Reslyn.

Then school starts and my life will... survive, hopefully.

The sickness is overwhelming.

It's also filled with snot and really gross.

I never felt so hot in my life. It is also going to be 90 degrees outside.

Pray for me.

Watched The Dark Knight.

And I have nothing else to add to that.

I'm really disappointed in my grades.

I really need to kick-ass next quarter or else I don't know what to do with my life. :(

ETA: today's lotto numbers included 15, 16, and 42. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. Amazing.

watching Chronicles of Narnia on TV.

the biatch just stabbed Lion-Jesus.

How rude!

Also, I watched Iron Man with mother.

Was good amay-may-MAZING. And was deprived of the epic-ness of the Dark Night trailer on the big screen. It was a balanced event.

Oh my gooooooooooooooooooooood.

I can't write shit about Beowulf.

And the paper is due tomorrow at midnight.

It's supposed to be 5-6 pages.

And I have a Rilo Kiley show to go to.

And I have about 3 hours of commuting to suffer.

Fuckin' A, friend!

Back at UW and because of me, the room smells better.

And half the room is cleaner.

Halfway done with Hunting and Gathering by Anna Gavalda.

Wish me luck.

On my finals.

Not on finishing the book. Because that's as easy as pie. Or a cookie. It's as easy as melted cheese on bread.

I am hungry.

Wait wait wait.

So in 2005's Pride and Prejudice... the UK had a different ending compared to the one given to us in USA?

That's what I'm hearing around youtube, that they didn't have the kiss at the end. And people were saying that the American ending was "out of place," "cheesy and obviously American," and "not as good as the 1995 ending."

I don't get it! I thought it was the best ending in the world! Like, it wasn't the normal "wedding" ending. It was a post-wedding adorable bag of cuteness.

I feel stupid. Ah, whatever. I liked it. In fact, I loved it. I still think it's the best ending to a romantic movie, ever.

Ugh. My macbook is falling apart! Like, the edges are slowly chipping away. WTF. I paid almost 2000 dollars for this. But IDK... which is worse, chipping Macbook or a dented Macbook Pro? I don't even know.

Tomorrow I will go to the UW bookstore and get one of those plastic covers. I hope they have green or orange. Orange would go well with my soft cover for my mac.

And apparently prices have gone down. If I were rich, I'd just buy a new one. I want Macbooks in surplus.

Tried teaching my mom the blah blah repetitive part of Folding chair on the piano, but she FAILS. So no duets. I'm mediocre at the piano. Whatever.

And that's my deal.

Chem 162
BIOL 118
WOMEN 200
ASL 305
CHID 496
ENGL 111

ugh, i don't even know anymore!!! i'm going to hate spring quarter.

1. CLASSES TO TAKE:Chem 162 (A, AB)
C LIT 315 (A)
ARCH 150 (A) So, that's like... 13 credits. Yikes. I need to take another lecture class or something. They're so hard to find. And if I'm not doing C LIT (yeah, I hate typing that, it's so... ugh) because it's a 300 class, then I'm going to see if I can fit Psych 101.

2. My sister let me borrow Stardust, but I don't want to watch it. IDK. I just don't like Claire Danes. I agree w/ Ryan when he says that she should just give up her soul, or heart or whatever, and give it to Michelle Pfeiffer in the movie because Michelle > Claire.

3. I want She's All That on DVD.